Too much burning and not enough light.
crying for a land lost to others.
tears keeping the memory alive.
my hope is but a candle in a world of endless nights.
And from Rules of the House by Tsering Wangmo Dhompa:
This is the way I count years: the winters we had fire and the summers we erased because we were in another place. ....The elders count on their fingers. They have done it for a long time.
It was winter but not the kind of winter they were born into. They were wearing hand knitted woolen sweaters. I was wearing a jacket that children born to refugees wear.
When I am with them, I cannot say I remember.
I say, as I am told I remember.
It is not the accuracy of the story that concerns us.
But WHO gets to tell it.
AND IF IT ISN'T SAID NOW, WHAT IS THERE TO TELL AFTER WE ARE GONE?
Interests
Cuisine - because sharing a good meal is one of the most enjoyable experiences in life. Photography - a picture is but a memory of a moment in life. and life IS just memories. Helping when needed - but the need keeps out growing the help I can give. Art - because that is my training and one can't leave behind one's Past. Videos at http://youtube.com/westlookseast
Favorite Music
addicted to Tibetan music
Favorite Movies
All those which inspired me and gave hope for the future like Ame agaru by Takashi Koizumi - http://youtube.com/watch?v=2FWAEMMRnuE And if you think it is all about Kung Fu - you missed the message. Any documentary that opens my horizon and offers a different perspective. Anything funny that lifts me when I am down.
Favorite TV Shows
no time for TV
Favorite Books
The ones which make me think after I have finished reading them.
hello my friend thank you for scrapbook comment..it is all change not no how it works now so i post here......i am fine and kids to i wish you a very blessed week may it be filled with much joy and happiness...hmm i will have to say hi in your YT channel i forget it is you there so sorry for that.....i must say hi when im there today again...
Really thank you for your sweet concern Pony (^v^)..I try to against some negative thinking in my mind by keep praying & meditation...Well, this is just one test i must to find the best way for pass..Thank you again!(^v^)Y
Hi Diana la, thanks for comment and to my scrap book to..well for many moths i just been getting worse and im not weak person and i take pain silently but these past times it is to much and i cannot cope any more so now i spoken to many specalists and i have to have operation on my spain to correct those discs then the nerves wont be inflamed and i hope not have pain any more...im not frightened of that im frightened of my head i not want operation there if i have to well i do not know what i do.But my spine i be looked after and cared for as my hubs also doctor so he is also doing best for me...Life it is my babies that keep me going give me strength to as they every thing to me ...So never worry im a strong women came through some very bad times in my life in kham so this is nothing life to me is so precious and yes i have bad days and some good ones and one day i have all days good again.Faith in my ways keep me going to as with out my faith well i would not be as strong.
Thanks for comment and may buddha always bless you with happiness and joy...I have made hospital not happy as i told them im mother i wont have operation till after christmass i not spoil it for my kids as i want to see them smile when open gifts nothing can ever beat that your kids so happy.
well im not long home and very tired to...first the scans and every thing not show any thing but they say i have a rare condition that my brain fluid around my brain is leaking from one of my nostrals and down also my throat.when i sleep thats when it happans as i laying down on my side....so now they want to inject a dye so it goes on my brain so it shows up any thing thats not right.Now also first i have to have an operation on my spin as because of the bad fall i had ive been in so much agany pain for ages,been on powerful painkillers...they want to inject my spine with a pain killer to relieve the pain but one doctor says yes another say No...What i have is Prolapsed intervertebral discs i have 3 out of place and the nerves are so inflamed that making me in agony of pain and cannot walk much at all or do any thing as pain comes im i cry much.
So thats it im a mess my body is like in agony of pain now they give me huge doses of pain killers but then that only make things worse as body will get use to them..so i have to deside on an operation to my spine and get those discs sorted out...if not i have this all my life in pain i am warned.
hi and tashi delek thanks for the words be going hospital in 2 hours time not sure if the keeping me in or just for today...much scans and tests get to the bottom of things....Yes those stairs are hard and i fell all the way day them and bang my body much i was black and blue for ages never mind..have a wonderful day wont you..
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Blessings to you always
Tseji